Wow 1 year since my last post.

1.In the land Down Under

2.Drank more alcohol than i ever did in my entire life in Malaysia

3.Can cook a lil' now (!!!)

4.Am no more sentimental, will not be sentimental and never will be sentimental ever again

5.Misses wombat yeo chia yuan and his lethargic looks every morning in college.

Till then, G'bye mates!

Haha can't believe I am actually right here right now typing an entry for a dead blog.Well what do you know perhaps I might be able to make it healthy again? ;P

DotA compy

 Well we lost in the quarterfinals to a team that has some players with awesome individual skills. However its a pity I cannot give them full credit for their win over us as one of their members did abuse an illegal move [SandKing's epicentre-blink] on us many times during the game.It's saddening to note that the marshall handling our match was an inexperienced one and didn't know how to handle the situation accordingly [which according to the rules of the compy they were supposed to be dq] and in the end it had to be settled thru a coin toss? =/ (shakes head).. But the disappointment over this tournament eventually contributed the most to my loss of interest in this game in which I had a long lasting 2 year love-affair with. ;D .. so i guess its good news anyhow.

College

  Things certainly aren't the same as before... many things happened.To cut things short.. there are a few awkward and uneasy situations happening in class now.. and oh yeah TFK dropped out of college... I still remembered him being the noisiest one in class at the beginning of the year...Oh well... life can be pretty unpredictable sometimes..Hopefully by the end of the 2006 SAM programme.. I will be able to look back and say honestly that I never regretted any single moment of my involvement in it.

Miscellanous

  Well I still have 3 more driving lessons to go (hopefully no more additional ones) till I get to go for the driver's license test. I sure do hope to get it fast.. the feeling of wanting to go places and am actually bounded by the harsh reality that you can't really depresses me sometimes.And hopefully when I do get my driver's license ... The new car will arrive for my mum so that I might be able to take over her car.. heh ;P..

   I really would have liked to been able to blog more things... but then again I guess I would just have to wait till more things happen till I can blog about them ... haha ok i guess my lethargicness is to be blamed for my blurting of illogical sentences... till then, bon jour =)

  

Guys rave about it, girls detest the very mention of this infamous word.

DotA -

(noun) - short form of Defence of the Ancients , a mod map created for the game Warcraft 3 : The Frozen Throne.

I really wanna pay a really meaningful tribute to this much beloved hobby of mine , but unfortunately it's really late now and theres a DotA competition tomorrow after college and I just came back home from swimming , so I guess I will stop here for now I promise to come back with a more in-depth article on it.

Anyway heres to Terrible Ones performing well at the tournament-- Cheers!

God is my true God... am recovering at a really fast rate now =)..... thanks for the encouraging words too guys :D

Perhaps I should have started the blog with the obligatory "welcome" themed entry , but then again the only reason of the existence of this very blog is stemmed from the fact I am experiencing a rough period in my life as of this moment and this is only a platform for me to express my thoughts and musings.

Perhaps I brought this pain and hurt that's burdening my heart upon myself.Maybe I shouldn't have fallen so deeply in love with her,that might have eased the process of letting go that I am finding so hurtful and difficult at the moment. I should have known better than to rush things and worsen her perception of me. But then again having your heart taken away by some special being is not something that happens to me often.

Perhaps if I let time be the healer of the relationship,the fairytale might still have a happy ending. But I guess when the moment comes that  your heart begs you to rid it of the intolerable suffering it is enduring, you have no choice but to let go.It might take a while before I become the care-free person that I was again ,but one day it will come, and believe me, I am looking forward to that day.