Perhaps I should have started the blog with the obligatory "welcome" themed entry , but then again the only reason of the existence of this very blog is stemmed from the fact I am experiencing a rough period in my life as of this moment and this is only a platform for me to express my thoughts and musings.

Perhaps I brought this pain and hurt that's burdening my heart upon myself.Maybe I shouldn't have fallen so deeply in love with her,that might have eased the process of letting go that I am finding so hurtful and difficult at the moment. I should have known better than to rush things and worsen her perception of me. But then again having your heart taken away by some special being is not something that happens to me often.

Perhaps if I let time be the healer of the relationship,the fairytale might still have a happy ending. But I guess when the moment comes that  your heart begs you to rid it of the intolerable suffering it is enduring, you have no choice but to let go.It might take a while before I become the care-free person that I was again ,but one day it will come, and believe me, I am looking forward to that day.